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I think my relationship is over. Because I can't handle being with an alcoholic and he can't handle being without a drink. We broke up a few weeks ago and decided to give it another go. But his virsion of giving it another go was drinking every night and my version was pretending it didn't still upset me. Last night when I got home from work I could see that he was drunk by the way he was standing on the party deck having a smoke. I totally broke inside. I had asked him the night before not to drink this weekend because I was feeling really sick and didn't want to deal with a drunk boyfriend on top of everything. But as usually in our relationship, alcohols call was stronger. He got upset that I was upset about his drinking and told me if he needs to quit drinking I need to quit eating. Which is fair enough. I have put on more than quite a bit of weight. But because this statement didn't seem to upset me as much as he expected he went on to say, " you want a baby but you constantly endulge in fatty foods, which will kill our child inutero with gestational diabeties"
He then stood up and exclaimed that he only wished to be loved for who he was. It's a horrible thing when who you love thinks they are what they drink.

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jenerationb
Jun. 28th, 2012 10:09 am (UTC)
That sucks dude, seemed like you were really in love. But sounds like it's for the best, alcoholics are far too self-centred (and other kinds of fucked up).
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